My mom just wasnt my mom she was my best friend,I have always thought life without my granma was going to be hard but never thought what would life be like without my mom,I guess I thought she would always be there,and now that she is gone,I feel like I am in a horrible dream that I just cant wake up from,can this really be happening? I just can not grasp what things will be like now,how will my heart ever mend? please give me the strength to get threw this.